I'm.

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I'm over-exposed.

I'm under-developed.

I'm ambitious.

I'm cautious.

I'd wear my heart on my sleeve,

if you were to ask me...

Don't ask a vague question,

If you expect an honest answer.

Speak what's on your mind,

And I'll assure you with my response.

Awkward, Odd, Unsure aren't terms I understand

When what I value is certainty,

It's crystal-ball faith,

Most certainly.

I speak in circles,

But if you pay attention,

My message is clear,

My message is clear,

My message is clear.

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