Aleppo
"mommy can I have ice cream?".... ""When can I have ice cream?"... "Will I have ice cream today?..." Not quite 11:00 a.m. and my eldest can't seem to process there will not be ice cream in her immediate future. I pondered the harmfulness of ice cream so early. I battered the idea in my head as I savored away, attempting to steer her appetite "do you want a taco?" "No... Five year olds don't like tacos..." As I carefully bit into my golden corn tortilla, beef and cheese tumbled out. I wondered if she would like *my tacos. I was quite proud of them. My mom makes good tacos. Lloyd makes good tacos. And you know what? I make damn good tacos. Heavy on aleppo chile seasoning and porcini powder, I cooked for no one but myself, perhaps subconsciously aware that if they were just spicy and savory enough I wouldn't have to share the leftovers.i Sayler was right that her five-year old sensibilities would not like my tacos. I...